Thursday, November 4, 2010
You can't blame numbness towards God on any circumstance, upbringing or excuse in your life. The numbness you feel at times isn't because God disconnected from you, it is because you disonnected from God. Your numbness isn't something you can blame on anyone else or thing but yourself! He isn't a God of mediocrity, but... a God of remarkable, unfathomable and wonderful!
life of mediocrity is what most of us live....but God has a life of fullness and abundant living. so how do we miss out on that? why do so many of us experience the freeness of sin and accept salvation but miss out on the wonderful relationship with Jesus himself?
i think that we drift away ourselves...we fill our lives with such "busy" activities that we actually become addicted to busying ourselves. we have a drug. whatever you replace your time with instead of God is an idol, a drug.
i'm guilty of it. everyone is at one point in their lives...
thing is i am working on getting back to a point where I am no longer numb. I feel numb right now....and it is only my fault. sometimes it is so hard for me to grasp his love and forgiveness. the only thing i know is...my life could be remarkable, awesome and unfathomable! but i lead a life of mediocrity because i've chosen that.
God is the only one who can warm your heart...
may you find the strength to spark the flame again, and find that Christ is the ultimate way to living!